"Be obsessed with your passions, not your distractions."

I hit the X at the end of the recording and just sat here for a second.

Ed Mylett's words just unlocked something in me that I don’t think I’ve fully understood about myself and this life until now.

I’m literally sitting here on my couch, writing this, my body still hot from what I just heard, more clear but perhaps with more questions than ever before 🫣

You see, I had started to think that my obsession with my growth and creating the life I’ve always dreamed of was somehow bad. Because it feels bad sometimes, it’s hard always, I’ve had to minimise who has access to me in self-protection, it causes a lot of internal noise and “can I really do this?” doubts.

And I sometimes question if that means that I’m doing it wrong.

“Your obsessions become your possessions” is what came out of Ed’s mouth - a man I greatly admire for the Coach, businessman and influence that he is.

And that made things very clear to me.

We’re not wrong for wanting more. We’re not wrong for wanting it so badly that it’s what all our time and energy are directed towards. We’re not wrong for believing in ourselves so much that it’s borderline delusional to anyone looking in.

But we are wrong if we are not in pursuit of it.

If we continue to sit in our inaction BECAUSE of the doubts and the questions and the internal noise, we ARE wrong.

Because that doesn’t honour the hopes and dreams we have for this one life we get to live.

I’m trying to figure this all out too, my lovely.

It can often feel like a fight to confront and move forward from all the bullshit that keeps trying to keep me small, timid, pliable and acceptable to others. And that can feel as if what I want MOST will never be mine.

Freedom.

I just want to be free.

THAT’S what I’m obsessed with.

And it’s what I’m obsessed with helping you find too.

I don’t know if ANY of that made any sense - I’m still sitting on my couch, body temperature slowly coming down to normal - but I wanted to share that breakthrough moment from my morning routine in the hopes that it may serve you too.

Love you. Mean it

Sabs 💋